I received a phone call today and was able to discuss my career and work experiences. Imagine I realized that I wasted my four years for nothing. Is it really for nothing?
Nobody knows my story. Nobody knows what I’ve been through. Nobody knows how painful everything is to me.
Is this life of mine worth living? I want to end my life. I’m so hopeless that I don’t know which path is for me. Every day is a nightmare. Most of the time, I wish that instead of giving this life to me, why God does not offer it to others who are more valuable and talented than me. Unlike me, such as waste.