Nowadays, many things have changed, and we have no choice but to accept and live with them. There comes a time that a particular point of our lives falls without prior notice. The unexpected happens, and we don’t know how to stand up and fix ourselves.
I experienced my downfall. After so many challenges happened in my life, I felt that I just wanted to give up on everything, everyone, and even my life. I experienced such things that I can’t even imagine could happen. But life is life. We don’t know what the future holds. We are just the director of our lives, but we’re not the owner of it.
It is hard to be left alone with people who can’t understand you, but it is more challenging if you distance yourself from the people who care about you. I almost shut everyone out and at this point, you’re going to see who stayed with you at your worst and who just left and stopped talking to you.
As time goes by, some thoughts and ideas came into my mind, and I even questioned myself. “Are you ok with it?”, “You have no plans to start again,” “Do you give up so easily?” “Aren’t you bothered about your life status?”
These questions keep on playing in my mind and became why I started to see colors again, why I began to stand up and get back on track. Why I started to continue and face the reality of life after heavy storms. The motivation and spirit are there.
We are all living creatures in this world. The only thing we can do is live and survived! We have different phases of life. Not everyone will celebrate today. Not everyone will cry today. Not everyone is happy and thriving today. The right time will come. But for now, let’s keep turning the pages of our lives until we reach the chapter that’s meat for us.
Everyone has their struggles, but the challenge is how we can handle, overcome them, and reached the life that God wanted for us.